God knows my heart best 
I can’t be around people who trigger the old me anymore. Yes, it is our responsibility to change our ways but it’s also our responsibility to have people around us who understand where we came from and respect us enough to not purposely trigger others. It’s 2 way street. If you know you used to be toxic and crazy- why be with someone or have toxic and crazy ppl around you? Change your circle and that will change your life.
